Friday, January 23, 2009

how would you feel?

Okay-question! How would you feel if someone vowed to get revenge on you. When it does not happen for a while do you let that go or do you keep it in your mind?

If you were in the streets at any point in time you may have heard this from someone, "I am going to wait it out and catch him when he least expect it".

Where I come from threats like that do not go unnoticed. you keep that in your mind and regardless of how many times that person says that the beef is over, you still stay cautious to avoid falling into some trap.

So if someone told you that they would get at you, would you hold on to it even if amends were made or let it go.

I guess I am just tired of feeling like I have to watch my back. I left my past in my past and the devil will always try to use that against me. The bible says that satan is the accuser of our brethren and it stands to reason that he would try to get me because of how I am with God.

I have been through so much with friends (old and new), associates, church folk, even my wife! I have repented for sin and prayed for those who have sinned against me and after all of that satan still tries to get in where he thinks he fits in.

It is time for me to take control of my mind and not give satan a foothold. I just have to know that God has got my back and He will get me through all situations as long as He is first. Glory be to God.

Pray for me!!
I love all y'all

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