Monday, March 9, 2009

marriage

Hey Y'all! I am in a fight. I don't know who will read this and not to sound funny but, I don't care. I have been learning more about spiritual attacks and I must say that the more I learn the more I see.

The biggest thing that I notice is that the demonic forces are trying to attack my marriage. Before anyone gets the wrong idea, I ain't cheating and don't think she is, lol. I know she is not!
We have been through a lot though and I can tell when the attacks come. It starts with arguing for nothing or over little things, we have trouble seeing the other persons point of view no matter how simple, it seems to be a lack of unity, other things don't seem to go as we planned out previously, and most of all the Holy spirit confirms it with what I call a gut feeling.

For anyone that goes through any of this you should realize that you may be under an attack. The one thing that has blessed our marriage and kept us together through the madness is that we have God. I am not saying that my wife is perfect nor am I saying that I am perfect. We still have issues that we deal with and I will not give the devil anything to grab by saying what they are, but let it be known that we are not perfect. The thing that holds us together is that we both understand what an attack is and we both believe that we can rebuke and cast out any demonic force that is attempting to grab us. Even when we don't recognize it at the time, we are grounded enough to walk away and pray and then we talk about the attack.

It did not always start out that way and I guess what I am saying is that I am happy to know God. I love my wife dearly and I thank God for my better half. For those of you who are married and you find yourself going through things like this, PRAY. Get on one accord and Pray!

I may add more to this, but for now I am tired of typing mainly because I am a hen-pecker, lol!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Work, Work, Work!

SO here is the deal, I love my job and I have not received any message from God saying that I am not to be there, but I have really started to dislike a lot of what goes on. I have been doing all that I can to be a good person and and good servant of God and in the spiritual places I have grown, but as I grow the more demons attack!

I went to work with a great attitude and all was going good when out of nowhere this lady comes up to me and tells me how terrible I am. She tells me that I am a horrible supervisor and that I have no management skills what-so-ever. I said nothing to her and this was the approach along with a few kind words for added comfort, lol.

Now anyone that knows who I used to be would be worried that I am writting this from jail or something, but that just goes to show the goodness of God. I kept my cool for the most part although I did raise my voice. The best part of it all is that I did not swear once and for me that is a great accomplishment, lol.

Long story short, I guess, is that when you find yourself elevating in Christ you will experience new attacks even if they have no root cause. If you plan on growing and excelling in your walk, be prepared.

God Bless all who reads!

Friday, January 23, 2009

how would you feel?

Okay-question! How would you feel if someone vowed to get revenge on you. When it does not happen for a while do you let that go or do you keep it in your mind?

If you were in the streets at any point in time you may have heard this from someone, "I am going to wait it out and catch him when he least expect it".

Where I come from threats like that do not go unnoticed. you keep that in your mind and regardless of how many times that person says that the beef is over, you still stay cautious to avoid falling into some trap.

So if someone told you that they would get at you, would you hold on to it even if amends were made or let it go.

I guess I am just tired of feeling like I have to watch my back. I left my past in my past and the devil will always try to use that against me. The bible says that satan is the accuser of our brethren and it stands to reason that he would try to get me because of how I am with God.

I have been through so much with friends (old and new), associates, church folk, even my wife! I have repented for sin and prayed for those who have sinned against me and after all of that satan still tries to get in where he thinks he fits in.

It is time for me to take control of my mind and not give satan a foothold. I just have to know that God has got my back and He will get me through all situations as long as He is first. Glory be to God.

Pray for me!!
I love all y'all